Wednesday, March 9, 2016

To the man I cannot love



When you were not around I read up a lot about salads. What goes better with avocado. Or shrimp. Or rocket leaves. What cheese is better for the protein involved? Masoor Dal salad is a real thing - And is yummy.

The truth is that you will never be around to have a meal with me, to share or try anything together - to know, to cherish, to just be.And even if you are you will be a prick, since thats something you are just attached to being - not actively  not consciously but it just becomes part of being you. An existential truth that I cannot have the time for, since I'm already living in a time capsule. It's ticking.
But I'll eat with you. Hypothetically. Since my love is here in each heartbeat.You can have your parathas with kaali daal while I indulge in my salad.Yet happiness will always remain a far fetched dream and the reality is that I cannot love you.


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